Last Relapse?

I've had a few relapses since I've last posted and a few too many consequences for having done so. I think a lot about my sobriety, or lack thereof, and I guess what I have come to realize is that though I may have many additional issues that I need to work on, I can't work on anything if I'm drunk. I can't succeed at anything or accomplish the things I want to accomplish if every few weeks, months or even days I'm drinking. So today I have three days sober... and I hope it's the last beginning that I ever have to go through.